some thoughts

i was just thinking about how small things we do have such a larger a/effect than we can ever even dream...i keep thinking of this idea that we are all holding onto a piece and its so much bigger than even we can imagine. i think about people that are just going about their daily lives not realizing how they have touched and changed people forever and on a larger scale how that grows outward reaching almost infinite in all directions...teachers, lovers, artists, plants, animals, your average joe, everyone everything....everything touches us if we choose that we want to be touched...and being touched is so very important...if we all acknowledged how important we are as part of a larger one i think we would love ourselves more take care of ourselves more and nourish ourselves more because its not just loving ourself for ourselves its for all of us....every ONE.

i feel like these past few weeks here have been huge i feel like ive come to a completion with some very deep things and made peace with them. i am having this sense now that i am feeling this higher vibration of connecting into the universal love flow as i have not felt in this way before...i realize its taken me getting past all of these things to be ready to tap into this larger flow...having to clear out of my own way so i can play in the bigger field...it was at times more painful than i thought and sometimes quite painless and quick but i feel like now (as joy uses the root analogy) that i have soaked it so well that i can begin to pull up deeper roots...ive always said this was a journey for my heart and i feel like i am somewere old and new at this moment at this beautiful ornate door, and clearly its ongoing and eternal, for now though i feel like this part of the journey is coming to a completion and now ready to continue on and open the door to see whats really there what ive hidden behind door number one.