Flat Tires

I was just telling Kathy and then Jac that I do think we need to pay attention to the little details and the frustrations. I have been reading Greg Braden's work again and and am particularly interested in the Acensenes' teachings on mirrors. It really came home to me 2 weeks ago when my VESPA had a flat tire.

I am 51 years old, I never had a flat tire in my life before coming to Utah 7 years ago. Since that time I have had 7 flat tires. 2 on my car, 3 on my bicycle, one onVespa and one on my dad's car while I was driving him around back in Kentucky on a visit. After the Vespa I threw my hands up and said what gives! GOOD GRIEF, as Jackie says. ( WOW, just realized 7 flats and 7years since coming to Utah) I think I told Kathy 2 flats on my bike but I remember it was 3 and all in the same day, I havn't riden my bike since.

Then I was talking to a friend who said OH that's simple, flat tire means I don't feel supported by the universe. Of course that was it, when my mom died and Carolyn left I felt totally exposed and no longer supported. Funny I trusted my mom more than my God. When my mom left I put my faith in Carolyn. Then she left and that left me. After writing the ascension piece, which I shared with you, all I finally understood on a very deep level, my divinity. God in me and God in all that I experience. I am One with the all in all. Something clicked and the fear is gone.

I say thank God for flat tires.