heaven

ok so i decided last minute to jump on a plane and fly to costa rica. so here i am. guidance support love bo is right. i needed this this was where i was supposed to be right now and it all worked out! I got a free ticket here from continental because of all my credit card miles! thank god all those car rentals in salt lake gave back! not to mention all my rocks!

anyway its rainy season here and its clearly started raining earlier this season...everything is so incredibly green and gorgeous. the fog and the clouds roll over this green and over the red dirt and the rocks and the plants and trees....there was a moment yesterday driving in my baby blue unicorn car the 76 toyota that i was like holy shit man this is it...this is it im here in heaven...i couldnt even say anything but holy shit holy shit...its like CA´s button...heehee...it was complete confirmation that finca feral was real and is going to happen and is going to be a thriving community of my friends family and loved ones...i cant wait for you all to see it to be here...and you will....i am working away on the business plans in order to get the money needed to built the beginnings of it through donation to the non'profit. i am also figuring out how to work sponser houses on the farm where an individual or family sponnsers a house on the farm and it becomes their home...its all unfolding and its all happening in what feels like the most magical way...i feel so incredibly blessed right now. when you listen you hear everything you need to...its so much about just following and believing...that was one amazing thing my dad gave me...well the most i think it was this belief in magic and that anything is possible....

i miss you all so much and cant wait to send pics when im back in ny wednesday....im planning on being in salt lake for the first part of july.

also so interesting last night there were so many light beings in the room with me i was so tired and kept hearing sleep sleep but the room was filled with this light energy and what felt like spirits....i kept opening my eyes and watching all of them walking around...i had these very bizarre dreams that im working through so have yet to figure what its all about but they were some epic dreams of me and jaguar me caressing her beautiful fur at the side of me bed... and all of these lions guarding the house...wow....

anyway internets down in town so we drove out to nicoya about 45 min to use internet and the off to hojancha to buy some trees to plant....

i can see you all in your homes on the farm it makes me really happy!!!!!!
i know it will all be in the right time.....

love you guys...